Hello all,

New Foamy episode up, (www.illwillpress.com) actually, it's not new, it's just posted on the site. On August 26th is the newest one. Ah well. Foamy rocks, an angsty squirell who's mad at the world, rock on, what could be better? An opera singing Elvis. Yes! OMG, that would be so funny. Hehe, I'm gettin my period, hehe, not feeling good at all. Poor Mitchy isn't feelin good either, he had just woken up and didn't look good when I came in and I asked him if he needed a pot, he nodded, so I brought him one and he threw up a few times and then felt better. Poor hun. Then we cuddled for like 4 hours and talked and then he got up and got wrapped up in like 2 shirts and then got on the computer. Hehe, gotta love him, he won't leave the computer alone. I love him.

Sandy's giving him a problem, I'm not sure why, but he's just been a little down, plus he's been in his thoughts and thinking a lot recently. I can't wat til my birthday---December 14th. I wonder what I want. Hehe, even I don't know, how sad. Mitch's birthday is on May 9th, so he's got a way to go, not that long, considering this year has gone pretty damn fast, so, that's about all. My knee hurts. I hit it earlier and it's been hurting ever since. Mitch is havin problems breathing here and there sometimes today. I think he's just got a small fever, considering he's not all that hot. Yeah, but, nothing is new really.

I wanted to update this a little more, adding some stuff, but there's really nothing to add here and all, I added some stuff the other day, but that was about all. Mitch's in one of those, horny-but-can't-do-anything-because-he's-sick moods, ya know? Where, you're just horny, but so sick it wouldn't feel even related to pleasurable to touch yourself? Hehe, ok, I'm sorry. That's about all for today.

Bye byes,
Jenna

Hello all,

Tired, nothing's new that much, just sitting here listening to Evanescence, I may get a job at Hot Topic, must wait for the result. Yey, I always wanted to work there. Hehe, I forget how much the pay is, but I don't give a fruck. Hehe, the only bad part is, ... Mitch's ex works there. Kristen. Eh. Oh well. I won't let that distract me. Plus the story he gave me about her, I doubt it. I'll miss being 5 hours away from Mitchy. I <3 HIM.

He needs a job, hehe, BUT, he still needs another year in school, he kinda failed. Hehe, I feel bad for him, he was working so hard, but stupid Alabama schools frucked up his year and then his dog died and then his dad was being a bastard and screwing up his life, and he failed. How sad. My foot's asleep. I'm talking to Mitchy's friend, Sarah... one of his exs, but doesn't talk to him barely, so, yeah.

So that's about all. My ass is starting to fall asleep, so I'm going to go and stuff. K,

Bye byes,
Jenna

Yay, new template. That rocks. Evanescence music too! Yay! And stupid-ass Blogdrive says you have to pay for music? No way. That's stupid, just go find a code and stick it in there.

Anyhow, Mitch is in a problem again. And I really wish I could help him out. I've known him for like 4 or 5 years, and I've always wanted him as a boyfriend, and when I got him as one, he begins thinking and getting stressed out over marriage. He loves me a lot and so do I, I would do anything for him. He's been my only love. (Here, read my life real quick to understand... From Mitch's point of view)

Well, I'll tell you anyhow. Jenna grew up in an abusive town in NJ, and with her parents, both pretending she was dead and never exsisted, well, when she was old enough, maybe eight, to move out and stay over her friends house to never be there, she did, and when she would return home for a night when her friend became mad at her, she was abused, and hit with anything her father could find. (It's sad to have sex, and then go, 'um, ... why are you scarred up?' and then them just saying, 'I'll tell you later.) Later, she got into drugs, and had a miserable life than she already had.

        So, she was moving from friend-to-friend's house. When I was 14 and was outside at my friend Jeffery's house in Rancocas, NJ, (no offence, but a very african american place there... I've only seen 3 white people in that town.. Excluding my friends.) At the moment I'm 18, and living with my little sister, Jill, who's turning 13 on the 12th. Well, my friends told me to go to the store around the corner and go get some snacks and crap for them, so I headed around the corner. I saw the store, and was in a whole nother world, and ran into Jenna. She told me that she was sorry for running into me and asked what I was doing while she was talking to me. I told her how my friends told me to go get some snacks for them. So, she asked if she could hang out with me and my friends after we introduced each other. (Jenna Myers and Mitchell Kay). Jenna seemed to be nice, and so, my friend Emily said that she had offered to take Jenna home and let her stay there, since Jenna said that her parents would not give a fruck (yes, fruck.) if she moved out or anything, since she had quiet some times before. Actually, she cried and begged us to take her home, I told her I would, but mom wouldn't let me, (I'm not saying Jenna's an animal... lol) but Emily could... --- girl thing. Men have dicks. lol.

       Then, she lived with my friend Emily at the time, the only person besides me she had made friends with. Also, mom wouldn't allow a girl in the house to stay while I was at that age, 14, heh.. So, Emily's mother let her stay there. 2 years later, Jenna called me and asked if she could come live with me because Emily was being an asshole and made her move out, so, I asked mom and with Jenna with nowhere to go, mom couldn't have refused, so, she let Jenna live with us. Here and there she would visit home, and Jenna began to seem to... just, chase me, to say. Began cuddling and snuggling with me, which is fine by me, but at the time I was confused of why she was acting so nice, though she had beaten up almost everyone of my friends and including myself once. So, a few times within over a year, she had asked me out, and drug me to the bedroom and tried to french kiss me twice. So, that made me pretty mad and told Jenna she could no longer stay at the house, which mom got mad at me for, and was even madder at Jenna because she had almost wanted to rape me, lol, and so, Jenna called Emily and lived with her again.

         Afterwards, 2 years later, which now I'm 18, and it happened like a month ago, Emily had called me and told me that Jenna was willing to come back, and that Emily herself had seen that Jenna had changed and became a very nice willing person. (Which meant Jenna DID change if EMILY saw it...) At the time, I told mom that I was going to move out when I turned 18, and mom bought me an actual house (which I'm in now, lol) for my birthday, I was wondering why I only got 1 game for my birthday. So, I moved into it, and everyone in the family had submitted old and not needed stuff from their houses to mine, like a fridge, and tables, couches, an extra bed... (I'm loved.) Entertainment center, all for me... and my sister. (To make a long story short, mom came to me when I was 6 and told me, 'either take Jill and raise her and teach her everything... or I'm going to give her to another family.' mom told me later 'another family' meant that she would kill Jill.) So after years of abuse, I moved out. (Not to me, to Jill. I'm the 'star child.' Mom wanted 2 boys and got Jill... got mad...)

         So, I was single at the time, just had been heartbroken by my ex, who had cheated on me, like always, I realized what Emily had said. Jenna is a dedicated lover, she really is, she just rushed me and threw me over the edge and so, I told her off. So, I called Emily's house and I asked for Jenna. Jenna answered and I told her that I would willingly let her move back in, (Jill and Jenna used to get along fine.) if she would go out with me. Jenna screamed and almost orgasmed on the phone in excitment and said 'YESSS...' (ok, maybe didn't orgasm, but, ... yeah...) So, here we are now, but, my ex ex ex, Kim, says that I should wait for sex, because I just started going out with her, but, why? When I know so much about Jenna and how she is? So we had sex already. lol, and now everyone hates me. But, who cares? Virginity is for losers. lol...
   
         Last thing. Jenna told me after sex, that she was planning on killing herself the day I met her, and because she had found a really strong relationship and friendship with me, she decided to continue her life, and stopped drugs, and what she told me is, is that she 'chased me' because she wanted to make a good relationship that would last a long time, and be really strong, so that it would be easier to go out with me, y'know? Sounds a little frucked up, but I understand it now. I love her to death. It's sad it's only been a few weeks, god, I love her to death, I'd marry her if I could, but I can't, too soon. lol, plus promised mom not to get married til I was 19, so... that sucks. But anyhow..

Well, see, that's Mitch's problem. See, see! hehe, he even made fun of me. I love him. Yeah, so, ... I'm not sure what to do. I'm gonna talk to him later.

So, bye byes.
Jenna

Hi!!

Just woke up, figured I would write for today. Mitch is still thinking, you can just tell, he's been just off listening to sad music and all, getting himself depressed. Oh well, sometimes that's what you need, some people really don't understand. Oh well. Here: Me and Mitchy love this picture:

Ain't it pretty? Just reminds me of some horror film or something, but behind it is pure beauty. That girl, Lara, is so pretty. The print is called 'Pride' and you can buy it from http://images.deviantart.com/store/bt/newprocess/b/d/bdbcc3096d1d4de6.jpg  So ya know. I'll probably write more later since I just woke up and there's nothing going on yet.

So bye byes!

Jenna!

Hello again all.

I remembered something. Just to talk! Yey! Mitch's mom is coming back to his house at like 5pm with some food, ain't that exciting? Hehe, see, Mitchy moved out when he turned 18 because his mom hates his sister, Jill, who is, I think turnin 13. Yeah, so, after so much of abuse, he just left and voila, now he has a house of his own. Then he asked me out, and now, I moved in with him. (I live off of moving from place to place, parents hate me to death)

Though Mitchy's a slob, there's like food on the floor here, well, not food, but like some burger king wrapper thingie on the floor, hehe! I'll have to pick that up when I'm done this, oh well. Half the reason I wanted to write for today was because I added stuff to the left, ... um, right, and I wanted to make it look all nice and even, because I hate it when the entries are small and the stuff on the side is like huge and long and stuff and it just looks stupid. So yeah.

Hello!!

I'm Jenna M., and, well, I'm just here, I guess just talking helps, y'know? I guess I'm just an always depressed person, but recently Mitchy (www.theraindrops.blogdrive.com) has helped me a lot, yey, my boyfriend! Hehe, he's a sweety, I really have nothing to say today, I'm sorry, Mitchy has been busy trying to get Final Fantasy 11 up, but after paying like 200 bucks (the game, registration, Content IDs, video card, and other stuff) we found out that because some button when the computer starts up didn't have a certain button, wouldn't work. Hehe, poor Mitchy got upset.

Yeah, he was going to let me make a character too, but now It doesnt look like it, hehe, but, his mom (I HATE HER.) said that she may be able to get a new computer that has a ... XFX GEFORCE NVIDEA graphics card I think, so, that'll be fun! My new computer! Hehe, Mitchy says that this computer was the second computer his mom ever had. Wow. His computer is like, a flat screened Sony Vaio, yeah, it's really nice, but has an Intel graphics card, which sucks, so yeah.

That's about all. Visit Mitchy's page! Yey!

Bye byes,

Jenna

PS. Mitchy helped me find a cool template, I'm happy!!

Hello all!!

Got a blog, so it's all good. I'm tired. Mitch has been working on this video card into his computer, while I'm on mine. His mom pissed me off. Mitchy was getting frustrated and his mom just randomly cussed him out and told him to go away and he just broke down. (not very stable.) So, I just got mad and cussed his mom out, then she left, and then came back and apologized, but not to me, I laughed.

Yeah, so, nothing really is new, nothing ever is. Just bored to death sitting in a chair like always, well, not always, I'm always talking to people like Emily or Thomas when I'm on the computer. Yeah, well, gotta go.

Bye byes!

Jenna

Hi,

First entry. Mitch wanted me to get a blog, so here I am with one, how nice. I <3 MITCHY. He's been talking about random things lately, he seems depressed. I feel sorry for him. I hope he gets better soon. Hehe, I've known him since I was 13. He was 14 at the time. Now he's 18 and I'm 17. After I tried to tell him how much I loved him and him not listening, I'm not sure what made him realize it, but he did, and asked me out. He knows everything about me pretty much. He's been randomly thinking of marriage. Hehe, *blush* I know my answer. I love him so much. He's been my only love.

Though, we'd have to wait, he'll turn 19 next May and I'll turn 18 this December. His stupid mother says that he should wait til around 20 and his friend Charlie says around 25, which I think are completely way off. Well, yeah, if you want to go to college and promote your whole life into your job. Life's not about a job, it's about love. That's why we're here. I really think that it all depends on how you know the person and what you plan to do in life. I'm not sure what kind of job I want, but I need one soon. Mitch says the same thing.

I'm sorry about my ramblings about Mitchy. He's just the only thing I've ever had to hold onto. My life isn't very exciting, it's just based on abusive-family, depression, and love. I've never had a relationship with my parents, because my mom died of lung cancer when I was 15, and my father doesn't like me at all, wishes I was dead. So, he kicked me out and I just kind of lived off of friend's houses. Well, then I was 15 and moved in with Mitch when he was with his mom. I've always loved him. I tried so hard just to have him with me. And then somehow, he just called, and asked me out. I was so happy, and then he said I could move in, and I cried packing in happiness. The greatest thing in my life that has ever happened to me.

I love him. <3

Jenna